How Past Events Affect Holden Caulfield’s Life Essay Example

after being asked what is one thing he likes, Holden reminisces of the torment Castle faced by a group of bullies that eventually caused him to jump to his death threw a window. Consequently, as if due to remorse he answers that he would like to be the one who prevents children playing in a field of rye from falling over the adjacent cliff. This "catcher in the rye" or savior of the innocence missing in the world around him is his longing to protect childhood innocence from the "fall" into the disenchanted mind of adulthood.

The fantasy in which he describes reflects again his volatility and bitterness that the world has left him to fall over the cliff into adulthood alone. Unfortunately, Holden's inability to cope with adult situations has caused him to force himself back into a child-like mindset where the world and everyone around him is unfit unless they correspond to his vision of correct. Holden's distorted view of the world forces him to undergo feeling alienated and ostracized. As a result, his estrangement causes him to feel lonely and in turn, he seeks out situations to overcome his loneliness and depressed moods.

One such plight is his date with Sally Hayes, an attractive girl whom Holden has known for a long time. In chapter seventeen, he says, "I felt like marrying her the minute I saw her," and then ricochets from annoyance to attraction as he suggests a farfetched plan where they run away from their lives, in New York, to a cabin. After Sally rejects his offer Holden's callous response reveals, once again, that he is ill equipped to make any level

of connection with people. Realistically, he uses his alienation as a way of some stability but it is also a sign of weakness.

The truth is that interactions with people both confuse and overwhelm him, and his cynical sense of superiority serves as a type of self-protection mechanism. Thus, he seeks out Sally to combat his loneliness yet his desire for isolation causes him to offend her and drive her away. The "phoniness" of the adult world both scares and mystifies Holden. Throughout the novel, he makes it apparent that his goal is not to grow up and mature but to remain stagnant in his childlike mindset.

As in chapter 9, he states, "Sex is something I really don't understand too hot," showing that he fears the guilt of the wrongs, he criticizes in others, and because he cannot understand everything around him, he chooses to hide behind his veil of cynicism. It is through his cynical behavior that he creates a notion that adulthood is a world of superficiality and hypocrisy while childhood is a world of innocence, curiosity, and pure honesty. Moreover, Holden's possible homosexual encounter with Mr.

Antolini, his former teacher, in chapter twenty-four, fosters his fear of adult themes by leaving him shaken and confused. As with everything else in his life Holden is unable to handle, what he feels just happened so he jumps to conclusions and loses all trust and faith he once had for his teacher. These rash actions prove that he needs to maintain an oversimplified view of the world in order to sustain any sense of the stability he has left. The traumatic events of Holden Caulfield's life are

of detrimental effect to his mental stability.

The death of both his brother and schoolmate causes him to feel he must protect the innocence and purity, which is childhood, from the disillusioned and often bewildering decent into adulthood. This fantastic job, "the catcher in the rye," is all Holden aspires to be because he resents that he is free falling into adulthood without anyone to "catch" him. As a result, he is unable to interact and connect with people or in adult situations, calling them phony and superficial. Holden lacks the ability to accept reality as a whole and consequently inches closer to his imminent breakdown.