Sara’s Success in ‘Bread Givers’, written by Anzia Yeziersk Essay Example

when she arrived at college, things she had never saw before, what had brought her to college and what helped her succeed.

She had ambition, she had drive, she was about to have a college degree - she had a story. I poured it out as it came from my heart, and sent it in" (Yezierska 233. ) She was happy because she had won, she had succeeded but she was sad because she had to leave. She would have to face her past once again and move on with her life. She would have to go back where she came from but she would go back with a college degree and a story. "At last a man came up to announce the winner of the contest. 'The student,' he said, 'whose essay the judges found the best is a young lady. Her name is _______' God in the world! Who was it? They were clapping to beat the band.

I only heard him say 'Will she please come forward to the platform? " "I heard clapping louder and louder. Then I saw they were all looking at me. 'Sara Smolinsky, it's you. It's you! Don't you hear? They're calling for you. " (Yezierska 233. ) This was a very defining moment in the book for me. First of all, this was just icing on the cake that Sara already had. She had fought and struggled so hard to obtain her degree, to be better than her parents, to prove to them she could be somebody. She had what she came for - a college degree but now she had been heard.

She told her story and her

story was the best. She now had a story to share with her family. Next, I think that this was a defining moment because all that she had worked for and all that she was looking forward to was now in her reach. She would leave college as a winner in more ways than one. She was going to be able to start over; she had the means to do so now. She had the college degree to do so. It was all hers and hers because she earned it - she didn't have to share, she didn't have to donate any to charity - it was hers. She went through six years of college as a nobody.

Her story does not lead us to believe that she had any friends or that she was ever invited to a party or a dance. She never mentions that college was fun, it was a struggle that she needed to do. I wondered did she feel left out, did she feel like an outsider, did her peers even know who she was. Whether I think they knew her or if she cared doesn't matter - when the end came - they knew her. "Then all the students rose to their feet, cheering and waving and calling my name, like a triumph, "Sara Smolinsky - Sara Smolinsky! " (Yezierska 234. ) This triumph was more than a thousand dollars to Sara. This triumph was proof that she mattered.

What she had to say mattered, what she had done, how she had done it - mattered - it mattered to people who didn't even know her. Sure the money helped, she

could now buy the things that she envied so much when she first arrived at school, she could take care of herself and not have to work so hard to survive anymore. This money - this award, her degree, she had finally achieved what everyone said she couldn't. She became who she wanted to be, she was Sara Smolinsky - teacher. She had left all that made her unhappy and came to a place where she only found loneliness but was leaving with so much more than she had ever dreamed.

The money is not mentioned in the story much more, only to say that she bought her blue suit and some things to go along with it but to me it was a moment of victory. It was a moment that said she mattered and that she had done the right thing by leaving her family. She could be so much more than a wife and slave - she could be the Sara that Sara wanted to be. She probably would have survived without the award and money but it made it all so much grander, so much better than she had probably imagined. She traveled and dressed like she had never been able to do.

She was going back to where she came from, back to New York. "Home! Back to New York! Sara Smolinsky, from Hester Street, changed into a person! " (Yezierska 237. ) She was her person, who she wanted to be; who she became was all by her doing. Even when she was sucked back into her father's life, she did it by her choice and her unspoken understanding and acceptance

of her father and who he was. I don't think she could have had any understanding of her father and who he was if she hadn't found herself first.